I've been waiting for ages to share the news on my blog that I'm pregnant, again.
I haven't really felt like I could talk about it until now, after a successful 3 month scan, and an extra month for good measure - the first trimester is such a nerve wracking time.
It's hard to even share the news with family and close friends - both times now I've felt so vulnerable.
Thankfully I feel I can share it on my blog today, and hopefully get to work documenting some of my new pregnancy journey - it's been a completely different ride so far!
For starters I've felt debilitatingly sick and tired - I felt fantastic the whole way through carrying Ernie.
This left me feeling horribly anxious and slightly depressed at times, which really scared me.
I'm so emotional this time!
I am pleased to say that by my 13th week, pretty much after my scan, I started to feel much, much better - on all fronts, and am now starting to feel what I felt so guilty about not feeling before - happy and excited.
I'm beginning to believe that I can cope with two children, and a newborn's needs again.
Slowly but surely I'm looking forwards to doing it all over again.
So here marks the beginning of this new journey, which I'm really excited to share, I just hope I can find more time to blog, and some more courage to share pictures...